Whew what a holiday weekend got a lot of catching up to do. My thanksgiving break started with dinner at a friends house then a night of partying. This particular night I felt like I was B from 2002 when I was legal to drink in the club. I got lasered and did not fall asleep until 6am Friday morning. So decided to take my travels to sunny Tampa, Florida to visit my family as they vacationed there. As always it is wonderful to hang with my yongest sister, she is eleven. My mom was there and although it is weird, seeing as though we did not have the best relationship growing up, I believe she is trying a little bit to be more involved. My one night in Tampa reminded me so much of growing up. Seeing the interaction between my mom and my sister is leading me to believe that they will have the same relationship as the rest of us do, somewhat disconnected. Kind of sad but we all turned out prominent and successful so maybe this was my mom’s master plan all along. One thing that is different about they way I treat my sister is the fact I express love and gratitude. When I was growing up love was not expressed it was implied. I am convinced that this is the reason why it has taken me 26 years to now realize that I can love and be loved along with expressing my feelings and conveying them thoroughly. I want my sister to be able to understand genuine love and be able to practice it without being binded by the unknown.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
0 comments:
Post a Comment